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Shylah
Advanced Spanko
Username: Shylah
Post Number: 241
Registered: 10-2005
| | Posted on Monday, October 24, 2005 - 07:45 pm: | 
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I fantasized about spankings for years. Looked for books with spanking in them. Pleasured myself as I thought about how it would be to be over a knee getting a bare bottom spanking. I never said anything to anyone about it. I thought I was just a wierd person. Then one day I finally got a computer that would go on the internet. I surfed all kinds of sites and got the courage to start chatting in a chat room for Star Trek fans. I chatted there for months. Then one day, as a lark, I put "spanking" into the search and...OMG...what I found was incredible! I was NOT the only one! I found spanking sites with chat rooms. My world opened up then. I got the courage again to start chatting, learned to brat, got cyber spanked and lots more. One day a Dom came in the chat that seemed so sweet and kind. I started out bratting him. It took time but he finally spanked me in a pm. After that, we were inseperatable. We collared and I was so proud and excited to wear his collar on my nick. I was in the states and he was in the UK. I knew the chance of us ever getting together was slim. One day I finally got the courage to tell him about my abusive husband. What I had gone through with him over 30 years. We chatted online and on the phone more and more. He helped me get the courage to get away. My kids were all grown and on their own so I wasn't deserting them. I realized it was time to go. He even bought me a plane ticket to the UK. So I got my passport, packed my bags and with the help of others from the chat that lived close by...I left. I stayed with them for a few days waiting for my plane to leave. They took me to the airport and off I went. All the way over on the plane, I was so excited. I knew I loved this man. I just didn't realize how much. After I cleared customs, I walked out and there he was. Smiling and waving at me. First thing he did was hug me tight. I knew then I was home. We spent a lot of time together in England. He decided I needed to learn to take care of myself. He got me my own flat (apartment) and I moved in alone. I was terrified at first. I had never been alone. I married my husband when I was 16 and pregnant. I didn't have a clue what to do with myself. But, with his coaching...and several spankings for messing up...I learned to live alone. I learned to shop, ride the bus and get where I wanted to go, manage my finances and enjoy the freedom I had. I could do what I wanted when I wanted and did not have to answer to anyone when I walked back in the front door. I lost weight, walked when I knew I could make it without riding the bus and even got the courage to go to clubs and pubs alone without hugging the walls and being a scared rabbit. I made new friends. I traveled, sometimes with him, sometimes alone. And he never once tried to wrap me in a coccoon and keep me safe. He MADE me grow up. We have been together for 4 years now. Happily married. Our love is the kind of love two adults should have between each other. And the spanking? Well, sometimes weeks go by without one. It doesn't dominate our life. It's something we do for play and enjoyment. I know for me that it would get old if it was a 24/7 thing. And climbing into bed now, snuggling up to him whether we make love or not, is the most wonderful feeling. I never imagined that feeling. The safeness and the security in his arms. He give such nice hugs. Not a bad kisser either. He's 16 years older than me. Might as well be a day we get on so well. Not a day goes by we don't tell each other "I love you". Yes, my life has finally begun.
I am the Queen of the F***** Universe!!! Any questions???
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Tammynx
Spanko
Username: Tammynx
Post Number: 63
Registered: 10-2005
| | Posted on Tuesday, October 25, 2005 - 11:28 am: |
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Very nice Shylah...I'm so happy for you!!!  |
Babyj4
Prime Spanko
Username: Babyj4
Post Number: 1664
Registered: 09-2005
| | Posted on Tuesday, October 25, 2005 - 12:13 pm: |
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Babyj- worlds cutest little brat!
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Shylah
Advanced Spanko
Username: Shylah
Post Number: 251
Registered: 10-2005
| | Posted on Tuesday, October 25, 2005 - 02:12 pm: |
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awwwwwww geeeeee...thanks guys 
I am the Queen of the F***** Universe!!! Any questions???
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Ladygator2904
New member
Username: Ladygator2904
Post Number: 6
Registered: 03-2006
| | Posted on Friday, March 31, 2006 - 07:46 pm: |
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CONGRATS, I have a similar story, My x was verbally abusive, and emotionally controlling. Rendering me to no self esteem. I learned to chat on the undernet and many good friends convinced me to leave a 23 yr marriage ( he also abused our teenage sons). I dated off and on and then one day met my prince. Me from America and him from Germany. We chatted for months and when met it was love at first sight. Happily married now 3 yrs. Isn`t the internet Gods gift to us all  High 5`s Sister...
A woman`s heart is filled with an ocean of secrets!
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