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Redhinney
Spanko
Username: Redhinney
Post Number: 151
Registered: 10-2005
| | Posted on Friday, January 27, 2006 - 01:10 pm: | 
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As I have said in a earlier post I have been very good for a long time -well at least I thought I was not so as said Sir W. In addition to the normal rush at the begining of each new year I have 2 new large hosptial centers that came on board Jan 1. This takes a lot and I may have been a little stressed but I have fate that my staff will do a good job. Add to that I am really very proud that we got these two new accounts and prehaps I was feel a bit smug about it. Both of these accounts can generate close to million dollars worth of business. So I wasn't feeling a bit smug I was feel a lot smug. W felt that I was bringing it home with me and to a certain extend he is right I was. It is really very hard to not do this. These accounts are very important hospitals in the area and have a certain amount of glory attached to them. W felt my pride is getting to big so this week it will be total submission. This means a weekend doing only want he wants, wearing only what he wants (last time it was nothing but leather restaints- no clothes) sex when and how he wants and spankings (please note the "S" because I can be sure that it will be more than one spanking) just because he wants to among whatever else he has planned. Any negative remarks will result in serious discipline so the word no is gone for this week end.
Isn't funny how easy we went from DD to D/s or maybe we were always a D/s couple who just likes to give or get spanked? This is not the first time we did this either. Are there more couples out there like us or am I so screwed up that I should be embrassed to even tell anyone this. I love the way I feel after I know I am loved and protected and that W will never do soemthing so bad that I would hate him afterwards. Should I be embrassed by wanting this?
Sorry for such a long post but I felt I need to explain
Love can't always be seen or hear but will always be felt with your heart
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Pinkcheeks
New member
Username: Pinkcheeks
Post Number: 44
Registered: 12-2005
| | Posted on Friday, January 27, 2006 - 01:20 pm: |
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SOME** (not all) of us just bask in the glow of DD and D/s. **I don't want to put everyone in the same catagory (as it was pointed out to me once before) I don't think you are screwed up at all. If this is the lifestyle the two of you chose, then good for you! The fact that you said you feel loved, and protected, and safe (as W would not do anything for you to hate him) speaks volumes for your relationship. You should be EXTREMELY proud, too, of getting those 2 large hospital accounts..that is quite an accomplisment. So, while you may be in total submission this week, I comment you for a job well done  !!
My favorite color? pink of course 
"But honey...wait...I didn't mean it!!"
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Tammynx
Advanced Spanko
Username: Tammynx
Post Number: 260
Registered: 10-2005
| | Posted on Friday, January 27, 2006 - 01:43 pm: |
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Please don't be embarassed!! I don't think your scrwed up at all!! My husband and I are mostly a D/D couple. But there are times when the D/s plays a part of our lives as well. You are NOT alone...sounds like my husband and I are a couple like you!!! I used to think I was a freak for wanting this life style...now I think I would be a freak without it!! |
Wolfie
Moderator/Spanking Aficionado
Username: Wolfie
Post Number: 1182
Registered: 04-2005
| | Posted on Friday, January 27, 2006 - 04:00 pm: |
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No Red, your far from alone! I love being sub to my Dom (actually my Master). Nothing has made me happier or fulfilled me more than exploring the submissive side of myself.
I will be doing a lot of what your doing this weekend, when I go to see Steve in February...and I CANT WAIT! I know he wont hurt me, humiliate me or do something to me I would hate. So I look forward with great anticipation to whatever he has planned for us when we're finally together again. 
This definitely isnt a lifestyle for everyone. I know of at least one person who is shaking her head at me right now because she doesnt have a submissive bone in her body. But she knows that Im happy in my chosen relationship, as she is in hers...and thats what matters. 
If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day, so I never have to live without you.
Grow old with me, the best is yet to be.
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Ftopinmichigan
Advanced Spanko
Username: Ftopinmichigan
Post Number: 406
Registered: 09-2005
| | Posted on Friday, January 27, 2006 - 04:09 pm: |
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Red, go with it, and enjoy it!
I'm a diehard spanko. I "never" thought of anything else, until I got online, and began to "see" other things. The biggest lesson I learned, after that, was never to say "never." My interests have grown, although I have to admit that spanking is still at the top of the favorites.
There's a bit of an evolution for everyone, over time, whether it's kink related or life in general.
The fact that you've got some exciting changes to your relationship dynamic is exciting.
You may be right too...that it was there all along, and now you've just got a name/label for it.
Have a great weekend! 
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Ftopinmichigan
Advanced Spanko
Username: Ftopinmichigan
Post Number: 407
Registered: 09-2005
| | Posted on Friday, January 27, 2006 - 04:09 pm: |
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Oh Red...I forgot to mention....congrats on the new accounts. That's wonderful!
K |
Beachley
Advanced Spanko
Username: Beachley
Post Number: 270
Registered: 04-2005
| | Posted on Friday, January 27, 2006 - 05:16 pm: |
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Do what you like to do red and W. I could see where this weekend could be very satisfying for you both as you both will be solely concentrating on only each other and that is wonderful. That in itself must bring a very close bond. Enjoy. And congrats on the accounts.
I'm not sure what I'd be like if Mr. B tried that with me. I'm submissive to some extent but perhaps not to that extent. But it may fun to try it out. My guess is that I'd only last for an hour or two though.
The Spice of Life is having my OWN WAY!! A spanking would be nice.
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Katie_spades
Advanced Spanko
Username: Katie_spades
Post Number: 292
Registered: 11-2005
| | Posted on Friday, January 27, 2006 - 05:53 pm: |
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I second Beachley.
I'm sorry, but not as sorry as I'm gonna be.
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Redhinney
Spanko
Username: Redhinney
Post Number: 153
Registered: 10-2005
| | Posted on Friday, January 27, 2006 - 08:03 pm: |
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Thanks everyone. Getting the accounts was such a rush that I have to admit William is right I do have a "i'm a big shit attiutde right now" which he sees 24/7 because he now works for me (since his retirment as a police captain). The accounts are really a big deal when you take into account that I was up against other firms that have been around forever and at least one other big accounting firm. I have added 10 more people for these accounts so I grew overnight by 25% I went from 40 people in my 4th May of 2006 will be 4 years ago I started the firm) year of buiness to 50. whne I think that for the frist 3 months I worked from a spare bedroom in my house to 50 people in 4 years I can't help but think I'm hot shit. Do to the lifestlye that William and I have I may be in charge at work but at home I answer to him and he's right. It is so odd that I am scared and escited at the same time. My heart is pounding and all my senses are on edge. Seriously I think he was to just touch me I drip (weg).
I will let you all know what happens.
Call scary cat but curious as hell.
Love can't always be seen or hear but will always be felt with your heart
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Ftopinmichigan
Advanced Spanko
Username: Ftopinmichigan
Post Number: 408
Registered: 09-2005
| | Posted on Saturday, January 28, 2006 - 05:02 am: |
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Red, I honestly think you SHOULD have that attitude.
Is your hubby just a little threatened, and pouty, cause "your" the boss at work, and he's not? Or is this just his excuse to have some fun with you? 
This sounds like a tremendous success to me. Toot your own horn! This is great news and you really should be proud of it.
I just hope the "fun" aspect of it all, and perhaps his use of your "attitude" (from the new accounts), doesn't take away from your pleasure and excitement of being a success. Sometimes, when real life comes in the bedroom, or specific scenes (in this case the idea of the entire weekend), that it can cause more emotions than desired. It can create confusion, regarding the issue brought up, as well as the possibility of birthing hard feelings if used in a detrimental way (even if it's not the intent).
I guess I just don't see the need to bring a businesswoman back down to earth when she's celebrating her success. I wonder if he didn't work "for" you, if this would be an issue at all.
Obviously what you two do is "really" working for you, and my assessment of the situation is only a very far away outside view, but my suggestion is not to use the pride in your success as the reason to punish you. Why not use it as the reason to pleasure you.
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Rob
New member
Username: Rob
Post Number: 10
Registered: 01-2006
| | Posted on Saturday, January 28, 2006 - 05:25 pm: |
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Totally. If it makes you happy, and it doesn't affect anyone else, go for it. |
Katie_spades
Advanced Spanko
Username: Katie_spades
Post Number: 304
Registered: 11-2005
| | Posted on Sunday, January 29, 2006 - 01:33 am: |
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Don't be embarassed - embrace it! You are what you are and be proud of it! BTW Congratulations on the job!!!! Right on!
I'm sorry, but not as sorry as I'm gonna be.
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Redhinney
Spanko
Username: Redhinney
Post Number: 156
Registered: 10-2005
| | Posted on Monday, January 30, 2006 - 09:25 am: |
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OK everyone one of the greatest week end of my life just ended. It was great we had a wonderful time and some really funny things happened (we came within an inch of getting caught- so what I had to stay in the small powder room/bathroom for 30 minutes when my neighbor came over to ask Bill how to do something)
We even went out to dinner with friends on saturday night and still didn't break stride. The female did say "what got into you girl" I answered "Bill many times" I thought she would fall off her chair laughing.
It was so wonderful but alas Monday morning came with one last spanking and blast of sunshine. Oh sweet submission how wonderful.
Love can't always be seen or hear but will always be felt with your heart
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Ftopinmichigan
Advanced Spanko
Username: Ftopinmichigan
Post Number: 420
Registered: 09-2005
| | Posted on Monday, January 30, 2006 - 09:44 am: |
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"what got into you girl" I answered "Bill many times"
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Hey, we could feel the heat all the way over here in Michigan this weekend!
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Redhinney
Spanko
Username: Redhinney
Post Number: 160
Registered: 10-2005
| | Posted on Monday, January 30, 2006 - 10:04 am: |
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Top,
It was a great week end. It was one of these week end that you are sorry it's over. If it possible for a dom to be sweet and and forcefull at the same time than Bill managed to do it. I got two great presents (ok maybe three if you count the toys)
I got a braclet of solid gold band with the words I love you in diamonds and a charm for one of my piercing that reads loved and owned by WFM- which he said I didn't have to wear unless I felt it was right and it was so right. That gift will take some getting use to because of were it is.
It's 10:00 and I am still home get to go to work.
Love can't always be seen or hear but will always be felt with your heart
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Pinkcheeks
Spanko
Username: Pinkcheeks
Post Number: 61
Registered: 12-2005
| | Posted on Monday, January 30, 2006 - 11:14 am: |
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wow............
double wow............
My favorite color? pink of course
"But honey...wait...I didn't mean it!!"
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Katie_spades
Advanced Spanko
Username: Katie_spades
Post Number: 329
Registered: 11-2005
| | Posted on Tuesday, January 31, 2006 - 10:17 pm: |
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Lucky you redhinney!
I'm sorry, but not as sorry as I'm gonna be.
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Wolfie
Moderator/Spanking Aficionado
Username: Wolfie
Post Number: 1221
Registered: 04-2005
| | Posted on Tuesday, January 31, 2006 - 11:40 pm: |
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Wow, you lucky lady...I'm so happy for you. 
23 more days and I will get my own "blast of sunshine" and I intend to soak up ever bit of it! I just wish I was already there... 
If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day, so I never have to live without you.
Grow old with me, the best is yet to be.
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