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Master60s_pet
Junior Spanko Username: Master60s_pet
Post Number: 88 Registered: 10-2005
| Posted on Tuesday, November 15, 2005 - 01:05 pm: |
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She got in her car and drove to an overlook. The leaves being so pretty this time of the year. The view of the over look was majestic. You could see a huge lake down below. It was the attraction point for her county she lived in. It was her peaceful place. The place she went to when she needed to pray or to think. Today she needed to do both, and she needed to do a lot. She parked the car and took the short walk to seclusion. The good part about this place, maybe the best part no cell phone could pick up. So no one could even reach her. Her heart was heavy and her mind cluttered. How can someones life change so much in just a matter of three years? Three and a half years ago they would be considered the perfect family. Sure they had their problems, and done some very wrong things to one another but they had forgiven each other and moved forward. Then things happened. He placed ads on the internet, ads that she is so ashamed of she can't even say. Ads that would put them both in real danger. Ads that could get her raped. One ad that did get her raped. She pulled up her knees and lowered her head to them and wept. Words he said to her ringing through her head. If you were more healthy. If this was spanking you would not mind. There is no difference between the two, spanking is a sexual act he would say to her. No it is not she would tell him not to me it isn't. It is having someone to care enough about my well being some one to give a damn about me. Not put on the internet "selling" their wife. The wild turkeys flying over brought her back to reality. She supposes the questions is now, Does she leave all her friends who have stood by her for almost four years. That she loves, or does she walk away from a 20 year marriage because some where along the way her husband has became her pimp. She talked to him about how she felt, she got a spanking for telling him how he made her feel. Her potesting him and fighting him that he could not spank her for telling you how she felt she was being treated. Maybe it is time to walk away. Anyone know now to mend a broken heart? MASTER60{master60's_pet} I am a blessed brat..I am well loved and taken care of.
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Ziggy
Advanced Spanko Username: Ziggy
Post Number: 1119 Registered: 08-2005
| Posted on Thursday, November 17, 2005 - 07:23 am: |
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I would say, time and alot of thinking. getting your head in a good place right along with you heart too. I have been there acouple of times. when caught run faster then him !! I am a TA junkie !!
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Badgirl
New member Username: Badgirl
Post Number: 40 Registered: 11-2005
| Posted on Thursday, November 17, 2005 - 05:54 pm: |
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No matter what decisions we make, true friends will stand by us. We are never as alone as we may feel. Trust yourself. Trust your friends. And mostly, just remember not to settle for that which you cannot accept and stay happy. No man is worth that. But don't walk away in anger, never do anything in anger. Love may take some wrong turns, and still work out in the end. Have you thought about a mediator? |
Poofette
New member Username: Poofette
Post Number: 23 Registered: 10-2005
| Posted on Friday, November 18, 2005 - 03:15 am: |
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I agree whole heartedly with badgirl, "No matter what decisions we make, true friends will stand by us." 'Nother thing.....submissive does not mean CARPET!!! Okay, not for me to judge, God knows I'm the last one capable of that but honey, if this is based on truth, it's time for you to do more soul searching about what you need. Submissive also doesn't mean incapable to independence or not deserving of respect/love/caring/consideration. Sorry, don't mean to be preachy, rather be supportive but I'm not the best communicator on the planet. |
Blistering_blonde
New member Username: Blistering_blonde
Post Number: 5 Registered: 10-2005
| Posted on Wednesday, November 23, 2005 - 11:41 pm: |
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He would not be concidered a man with any woman i know if he disrespected you that much, that he posted what he had on the internet ....When the last ounce of strenght is gathered and your strong enough to leave ... its not a decision on weither you want to or not .. you do ...by your post ..you just need to tie up lose ends ....You will discover you actually have more friends on your side .. many who have seen it and as your friends have REMAINED silent in order to save YOU embarrasement. To mend a broken heart .. the worst pain is in the first 27 days ......after that you start to anger .....PLEASE listen to what your head is telling YOU to do. you have friends.....even in us strangers |
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