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Badgirl000
New member
Username: Badgirl000
Post Number: 4
Registered: 10-2008
| | Posted on Sunday, October 26, 2008 - 04:32 pm: | 
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I hope I am not breaking any rules of the Forum. If so please let me know we just need some outside opinions.
MY STORY - I don’t know why but about every six months or so I push D to the limit and end up getting my bottom thrashed. I know it bothers him to do it but I always leave him no choice.
All week long I am very irritable, cranky, feeling just plain ornery and get several spankings throughout the week. By the end of the week I am mad at the world and very short tempered. Friday night D came home and simply asks “what do you want to do for dinner Baby.” I blow up start slamming cabinet doors yelling at him that I don’t give a F what we do for dinner and that I am not f’ing hungry and that he can figure his own f’ing dinner. I realize what I just did and immediately run to the bedroom and lock the door. I pace around the bedroom slam things mad at myself because I know that I am going to be punished for my little fit. Finally I drum up the courage to open the bedroom door and face D. I walk into the kitchen where he is sitting quietly eating a sandwich and some chips watching TV. He looks up at me and I immediately apologize for my little fit. D tells me to sit down at the table with him. I comply hoping that he will just lecture me. We talk about what happened and he says that I will be soundly spanked for my behavior and then he orders me to remove my pants and panties and to stand in the corner until he is ready. He continues to watch our favorite program and I hear him go to the closet knowing that he is preparing for my punishment. Once the program is over he orders me to turn around and go to him. He is sitting on a chair in the middle of the living room and the belt is on sitting on the table next to him. I am trembling but walk over to him and he immediately orders me to lie across his lap. He talks to me, asks me if I know why I am going to be spanked etc. I respond “yes sir”. Suddenly his hand is across my bottom over and over again, spanking me harder and harder in between each and every scolding word he spanks me over and over and over again for what I know is a very long time. The last few spanks are DO, spank, spank, spank, You, spank, spank, spank, UNDERSTAND, spank, spank, spank, spank, spank, spank! I respond immediately “Yes sir.” He stops spanking and begins to scold me once again. I know that he is not done yet and that I still have a strapping coming because I broke so many of our contract rules. The scolding stops, he reaches for the belt and begins strapping my behind over and over again scolding all the while. I cant hold back the tears at this point and I am kicking and crying as the belt strikes my bare bottom with no stopping in between. Suddenly the strapping stops with the same “Do you understand” question at the end. Through my sobs I blurt out yes sir. D asks if there is something bothering me that maybe we need to talk about that led to my outburst. I respond “no sir” and ask if I may be excused to go to bed. He replies reluctantly “yes” and kisses me good night. When I go to the bedroom I put on only a t-shirt with no panties or bottoms since my bottom is so sore and crawl into bed. I am not upset though or sorry. I feel mad and angry at the world not at D for punishing me but at the world. Saturday is an instant replay of Friday night and D doesn’t spare one inch of the strap and there are no hand spankings! I end up receiving two strappings during the day for the same type of outburst. D tries to no avail to talk to me but I am still angry at the world. D tells me it is my choice and I am the one that is going to suffer the consequences if I don’t want to discuss what is going on with him. I end up spending Saturday bare bottomed doing my chores. D decides we should get out for awhile for dinner Saturday night and tries to get me to talk but I continue with my stubbornness. He reminds me that we go through this every so often and I should have learned by now that being stubborn is not going to get me anywhere. On the way home I loose my temper again and snap his head off. He is at his limit now and in a very deep angry voice he says that he has had enough and that when we get home I am going to get what I deserve and maybe then I will have learned my lesson. D pulls into the garage and immediately steps out of the car without a word. I am getting out of the car when he comes up behind me, lifts me by my waist and pushes me over the saddle rack in the garage, lifts my skirt, pulls down my panties and takes a leather saddle strap and begins whipping my bare bottom over and over without stopping. I kick, scream and cry but he doesn’t stop. He is blistering my bottom harder than ever. I am sobbing and begging and apologizing over and over again but he still doesn’t stop. Suddenly he stops but he doesn’t let me up and I see him grab the horse whip hanging by the saddles. He begins whipping me with the horse whip over and over and over again as I cry, scream and apologize. Finally I stop fighting and accept my punishment. D stops whipping me lets me stand up and walks in the house in silence. I pull up my panties, straighten my skirt and walk in behind him. That was the longest and hardest spanking he had given all weekend. D doesn’t say a word. I walk over to him apologize to him and ask him if he will hold me. He holds me tightly while I cry and spill my guts telling him how I had been feeling. I am not angry anymore. I feel almost relieved. I slept good last night even though my bottom is very very sore and black and blue. Today we have been talking on and off all day long, made good love, and I even ask him for a hand spanking for fun this morning. He obliged my request.
OUR QUESTION - What we don’t understand is why I push D to the limit. Maybe he should have taken the whip to me from the get. We are discussing how I can avoid such severe punishment in the future. He hates it when I push him like that but I never leave him no choice. It only happens maybe twice a year but it happens. Any comments on why I push D so far? |
Fanny
Moderator/Spanking Aficionado
Username: Fanny
Post Number: 3608
Registered: 05-2005
| | Posted on Sunday, October 26, 2008 - 06:34 pm: |
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I am leaving this discussion up to our members, but just want you to know that there were no protocol rules broken. As long as the spanking is consensual by both parties and there is no underage references, you are generally safe in what you write about.
Queen of Innocence
"Well behaved woman rarely make history"
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Badgirl000
New member
Username: Badgirl000
Post Number: 6
Registered: 10-2008
| | Posted on Sunday, October 26, 2008 - 08:00 pm: |
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Thanks Fanny just wanted to make sure. |
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