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Otter
New member
Username: Otter
Post Number: 4
Registered: 03-2006
| | Posted on Friday, March 31, 2006 - 12:08 am: | 
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Ugh, so I am sitting here, disappointed that I didn't get a much deserved spanking tonight. I ate what I wasn't supposed to eat. He told me I was going to get it but then he was just too tired. He couldn't even stay upright. To top it off, we haven't been as, uhm, active sexually as I would like lately, so I am doubly frustrated! 
I am trying to keep myself from doing something worse to make sure that he does it tomorrow night. I have also installed my daughter in the room to keep me from going in there to do anything but sleep (like, I don't know, wake him in a very rude way, to provoke him to come after me, tired or not...not that I would ever do that and I certainly have never done that before... ) So I am trying not to turn into a brat just to make it worse when I do get it. It's like I want revenge on him for being tired which is totally stupid, since it's not like it's his fault or that he was trying to, that's just the way it works out sometimes. I guess I am just feeling disengaged right now and the natural remedy to that is a little (or a lot, LOL) of engagement, right? 
I guess I just needed to vent and get it out there in a place where people would understand. I know I'll get what I need tomorrow night when he is not so tired. He went to bed early tonight and tomorrow is Friday so he will be able to sleep in the next morning as well.
I think I also need a reminder that making him madder so that it is worse when I finally do get it is not the same as making it happen sooner and I will be sorry for aggravating him more on purpose. LOL, I am really not a brat, but sometimes, when I get a good mad going or when I am wanting some attention, whoo, doggies, I get the desire to throw a fit with the best of them! Like "Ignore me, will he? Well, he'll think twice about that next time! He thinks I need a spanking now, he ain't seen nothin' yet!"
He has this lecture that he saves for when I put on a gettin-backatcha temper fit: "why do you persist with this notion that hurting yourself is good revenge on me? Am I the one suffering now? Am I the one getting a whuppin? Am I the one with the sore red ass?" Well, no, but it always seems like a good idea at the time, especially when I am in a high temper and totally hormonal!
Ugh, well, thanks for listening, y'all! I feel much better now. I should be able to sleep soon!
"It was something magic out of something frightening. That's how I live my life, I take it as it comes. In my mind I see the rocking horse inside the tree." -Sara Evans
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Pillow_girl
New member
Username: Pillow_girl
Post Number: 6
Registered: 03-2006
| | Posted on Friday, March 31, 2006 - 03:35 am: |
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Hi Otter, know how you feel, no fun when you feel neglected. for me it comes every January and doesn't get over until some time after tax day. right now he has people coming at him from all directions needing their taxes done, but I know that this too shall pass. just hate it when he comes home late and I know he is tired.
When it bothers me I lke to vent and talk to somone, it helps. I won't brat he has enough on his mind now and doesn't need me to act up.
Funny he came home ate and an hour later went to sleep, I slept until 2 and have been up the rest of the night. not fair.
Every time I feel like this I have to stop and think how good he is to me, understands that I a a very submissive person and he takes care of my needs and wants. so I am going to behave and come Saturday night I will be the good girl who gets a bad girl spanking
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Fanny
Moderator/Spanking Aficionado
Username: Fanny
Post Number: 2084
Registered: 05-2005
| | Posted on Friday, March 31, 2006 - 08:11 am: |
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My husband has been sick all week (you know how most men are when they are sick--dreadful) Anyway, I am feeling quite neglected at the moment. A week is WAY too long for me. My apologes to those of you how are patient enough to wait longer, but I am just too high need. 
Queen of Innocence
"Well behaved woman rarely make history"
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Wolfie
Moderator/Spanking Aficionado
Username: Wolfie
Post Number: 1503
Registered: 04-2005
| | Posted on Friday, March 31, 2006 - 11:09 am: |
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Im high need too Fanny, I just dont have a choice.
If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day, so I never have to live without you.
Grow old with me, the best is yet to be.
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Fanny
Moderator/Spanking Aficionado
Username: Fanny
Post Number: 2085
Registered: 05-2005
| | Posted on Friday, March 31, 2006 - 12:52 pm: |
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I know, Wolfie, life is so difficult at time for high need princesses.
Queen of Innocence
"Well behaved woman rarely make history"
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Otter
New member
Username: Otter
Post Number: 5
Registered: 03-2006
| | Posted on Friday, March 31, 2006 - 04:26 pm: |
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Thanks, I knew I wasn't the only one in this boat! I am positive that I will be happy I didn't do anything. This way, I get a little lecture with tolerable spanking and other stuff, whereas, if I had woken him up last night, I'd have gotten lots of lecture with almost intolerable spanking with him probably too tired for other stuff! Plus, I'd feel really bad about it because the last thing he needs when he is that tired is to be getting grief from me!
otter*
"It was something magic out of something frightening. That's how I live my life, I take it as it comes. In my mind I see the rocking horse inside the tree." -Sara Evans
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Sassyaawaa
New member
Username: Sassyaawaa
Post Number: 50
Registered: 03-2006
| | Posted on Friday, March 31, 2006 - 07:47 pm: |
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Don't have much to contribute tonite BUT I do have lots of empathy for anyone who has to wait and I am sendin you all big cyber hugs. Kudos to you Otter for not turing total brat and for coming online to vent!! Have a great weekend, everyone.
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